High School Graduation

I graduate high school in one week and three days. It's actually a lot scarrier than I thought it would be. This feeling of time running out is always surrounding me. I had so many goals set for high school but never reached half of them. Now I have these goals for my future like college graduation, getting a respectable job, marriage and many more but, I have this over whelming feeling that I might not ever accomplish these goals either.

Or what if I spend all of my time trying to accomplish a goal that is unachievable or wont even make me happy in the long run. For example, my dream is to become an actress (Yeah I know what your thinking..so don't say it!) . I don't care if I'm famous or not but I do want to make money. There are plenty of actresses out there who make a living but you would never know their name. But the point is how do I know I will be able to take all the rejection and everyone telling me that my goal is childish. Or what if there's a different career path that I would be much better at? How am I supposed to choose right NOW one thing. I don't want to waste my time and money with going to four years of college and a hell lot of work if nothings ever going to come out of it.

TIME!!!!!!!!!! A very wise person once told me, "There's never a time when time isn't running out" which is so true. Think back when you started kindergarten and thought I will never be in first grade and then before you knew if you were in fifth grade ready to start junior high school. Then with a blink of an eye you were saying good bye to junior high and back at the bottom of the barrel starting "the best days of your life"...high school. Now high school is over and what have you accomplished that's worth anything? It's true when old people say, "Every year goes by faster and faster." Hell yeah it does! I remember thinking holy crap I have four years until I graduate...graduation can not come fast enough! But it came way to soon. I wish it would all just SSSLLLLOOOWWWWW the fuck DOWNNNNN!!!!!!!!!! How am I supposed to get anything accomplished.

But right now I am going to sit back relax and enjoy the ride. I'm going to make the best out of the little time I have left and really enjoy every moment of it. Because you're only graduate once why not savor it.


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Hey there readers! This is my first blog. I don't know when my next one will be up. How did I do? haha. I don't know what my next blog will be about but I will be something totally different but DEFINATELY about stuff teenagers care about. Maybe California? But maybe something really awesome like TV! haha. Ok bye for now but I will talk to you soon. =]